From the diary of Samuel Pepys (1663-1703)
Up, with my mind disturbed and with my last night's doubts upon me. [Finding it almost night and my wife and the Dancing Maister alone above, not dancing but walking.] For which I deserve to be beaten, if not really served as I am fearful of being; especially since, God knows, that I do not find honesty enough in my own mind but that upon a small temptation I could be false to her, and therefore ought not to expet more justice from her---but God pardon both my sin and my folly herein. -- Pepys' Diary, 16 May 1663